Safe to write this,no one reads my blog.  Been so many years.  The friend who came to visit has died.  Aged 90.  And recently I got some interesting news from a meurologist, a very nice woman named Catherine Miller.  Well, she is nice; her news was not.  She thinks I may have Parkinson's.  Was depressed and actually coincidentally very ill for a week well nearly two since.  But I have rallied.  In life it is always NOW which matters, no?  Concentrate on the here and now--ignore the tremor in my left hand.  Not so bad, is it?